I know it will be difficult, I realize it isnt going to be something I can just do, this will take years possibly to put into effect but im just excited at the thought that I'm going to actually do it and I will eventually come hell or high water. It's been one of my dreams but the one fear i had was going there alone, especially after living in a quiet suburb most of my life, going to this crazy place alone would be insanity.

No I do not speak the language but I'am attempting to look into learning, I'am looking for possible tutoring somewhere. Well I sorta know some other guys over there but I have not spoken much to them, they are a few guys from an underground music grind scene and they have talked to my friend alot more because he makes the same type of music and it has gotten popular with that particular underground scene it seems so we would know them as well. And I will be going as soon as I get the money. It will definetly not be in the next few months, it will be a long process but it will be done. My dad is working on getting me working at Wal Mart, he works there and he is one of their best employees and he spoke to the manager and she said she would hire if i come in and fill an application which iam going to do when I get back from visiting my cousins. I would be getting paid at least 8 an hour working there and since my school schedule is alot smaller than regular public school I can work more hours than most kids my age can. I will save up money for a while until I know I can have enough to find a cheap place down there. One problem I'am worrying about living down there is finding a job but with all there is in Tokyo I'am betting I can find something as long as I keep looking. It will be alot of hard work but I know it will be worth it in the end, that place is like paradise to me haha.