Heartbreak Hotel

well i decided to put my broken heart to use and write a poem about my first love........


this love the love u told me we had. the love u said was forever , was nuthin but a world of fantasy.
this love, the love u once said was diffrent, the love u told me was great and strong.
this is the love u told me about, this is love u wanted this is the i got.

you used to tell me that we would be together but yet u werent there.
i loved u regardless of the circumstances we had.
regardless of the problems we faced.
u werent there to take my tears away but u did anyway.

this love i gave u, was strong it was me.
i did u good, i did u better, personally i think i loved u the best.
no matter what the pepole said u were my man regardless of the distance regardless of the circumstances.
this love i gave u was my all.
you were my all.
you made me happy when i was emotional.
you made me smile and laugh through the rough.
this love i gave you was me and only me.
this love i gave u was my heart.
this love i gave u my all my everything.


but in the end...

you told me u were scared. u didnt wanna get hurt.
you tell me this after i gave u my love.
after the time we been together,
i know i wasnt there to kiss ur lips, and make sure ur needs were meet but i did my best.
we talked about this before this love came apon us.
now its all over and is at the end of the road.
this love......
this love is bull.
this love is full of lies.
this love is full of depression and sadness
this is the love i feel now.
this is the love u said was forever.
this is the same love u said. was great and was strong.



if this is the love u kept talking about it.
i tell u , u were right.
this love is great, great with sadness
this love is diffrent.
this love is strong and great.

this is the love that u spoke of this is it.
this is what i feel. great sadness.
a diffrent feeling i never felt before.
strong with great envy.............


even with alll that said i still want u.
i want u to be mine again.
i still love u throughout this all.


if this is love then i want no part of it.
if this is love then i dont want it.
this love lies like sugar.
if this is the love u talk about, then it was wrong at the start...............................

The Rated [R] Ryan

nice poem

Jodes

so like sad and romantic at the same time *cries*