i know she will never see this and i know none of you will care but i going to do this thread any way.
last week i didn't get on here apart from Friday the reason for this was my step-dad beat my mum up really bad and i also ended up in a fight with him witch also end up with me coming off worse, after all that i was at the lowest point you could think of, i felt like i had failed my mum by not looking after her and my self for not beating him up, i ended up cutting my self two time when my mum was in A&E and then on Wednesday i was set on cutting my own throat to get way from it all but my ex-girlfriend (now G/F again) talked me out of it and instead got me to go to the polices instead, so tiff i love you so much at this point in time you would not believe it.
sorry if this has wasted your time but meh to you.