No, not the white dust, I'm talking cars. Do you drive really fast? Have you done so in the past?
Why is it lately that I need to be bouncing down a road at 100mph or I'm just not happy?
It feels like Im not living if I'm driving at ridiculous speeds. Whats worse is that I dont even realise I'm doing it anymore. Earlier I was having a casual conversation with someone, driving on a straight, and in the middle of my sentence they just said "What the hell are you doing?!" and before knowing it, I was going 120 and not even realising it.
I dont drive fast when other people are in the car, unless I dont realise it.
I dont know what happened to my attitude, I used to look at fast drivers and think "Fucking gimp... whats the point?" but now, I just cant help it when I'm in a car by myself.
Maybe its because I've recently given up some actual addictions