Your shell and your nuttier interior

Tyler Durden

Lol...Do you tell her before or after she's quaffed the four pack of alcopops on the way home from school?

Blitzkrieg

I was waiting to become admin before I brag about my cool e-life. I don't want them to think I'm not good enough to run a place all by myself.

Tyler Durden

You just know that Ino is scoring 24/7 right now dont'cha?

Disco Raheem

That's my pick up move!

I usually don't tell them any details that police could use to find my real identity.

Tyler Durden

Oh.

You tell them you're Eric then do you? With his size and sense of humour, he'd do real well in prison.

He'd be a real popular guy!!

Blitzkrieg

Back on topic, and this comes somewhat from the "blind" thread. A big misconception about me on here, this message board, and in my real life is that I'm either this "player" type of guy or at least try to be.

This is NOT who the real Blitz wants to be. You have to understand, the reason why I'm always getting with or trying to get with skank whores (at bars, parties, etc) is more complicated than "I just want to fuck and forget"..

To be honest, I want to have and experience long-lasting relationships.. I want to date more, etc.. But until now, I've never felt "adult" enough to take on these kinds of burdens.. I've never felt confident enough that I can keep a girl's attention for that long and talk about real life things, real life issues..

Shocking I know, but absolutely true. For most of my life I've been looking for easy ways out.. trying to look like I don't give a shit about women, but that's not who I am anymore. Nobody in my real life realizes what actually goes through my head, they think I'm happy and I'm really not all that happy.

lol.. Blitz = scared little bitch.

Miakal

Once you get into this life of screwing a lot of girls it's hard to break out of it and be a normal person. It's not even the issue socially, with other people like friends and stuff, presenting yourself as a guy who just wants to date but it's hard personally too. It's hard to put your mindset back to that.

Blitzkrieg

But part of me has always wanted that.. Just not confident enough to play that game, so I took on another one.

It's like if I was playing Mario 2 and I couldnt get past this certain level, Instead of trying harder I just put in Zelda and rocked that. You know what I'm saying?

Tyler Durden

A part of the trouble for guys that have screwed around quite a lot, and frankly I didn't particularly do a lot of it, is that seem to gain a more messed up idea of women than you need to actually create a long relationship with one.

For example, if you've seen a lot of women at their skankiest, doing depraved stuff maybe, cheating on their men (with you maybe) can you then ultimately respect one or develop something with one if deep down you're thinking she could be like them, maybe she could be filthy (and not in a good way) maybe she could easily cheat on me, I don't want to put myself through that. Maybe that's the reason (or one of many).

Miakal

Exactly. That's how I feel.