S.a.d.

Miakal

A lot of these things aren't really SAD though. Bulldog, Freak, some of you other bastards who I can't be bothered to read right away again.

I'm talking about real anxiety. Like if you had the choice of fighting a lion or talking to a few people you'd easily take the lion.

AudioSavior

That is why the internet became as huge as it is now.

Twisted Nerve

Some days i also jus feel like i dont wana talk to anyone , i jus go quiet and observe people , i dont get involved . I can be with a group of friends and not say one word. I jus observe what they are doing and then go home lol . I dont do this alot anymore but at one time i was really quiet and hated social situations . Even going to school prooved to be a difficult task, i was jus too happy being by myself.

AudioSavior

I am starting to fall into that pattern again. I am in a rut.

Miakal

Yesterday I had to go to the library to check out some journals (literary journals) and make copies of them. I don't like most of the people that work at my library because they are too friendly and personal. I don't want to talk about my life I just want to get my homework done and go home and chat with my real friends, JVN united.

I couldn't do it though. I probably won't now. It was supposed to be done today but I don't think it's important. I don't care. Maybe that's the SAD talking.

Oh well.