Very interesting read there. I can completely relate to you on nowadays often being more interested in the backstage stuff than the actual in ring activity, I think i'd choose to watch a shoot interview over a show on most occasions.

I can also relate to an extent about it being different now that i'm a 'smart mark', than it is when your young. It's more of a struggle to suspend disbelief sometimes.

Maybe you should try getting into the business, perhaps a promoter so that you can 'do' wrestling how you think it should be done?