Chewy

I use to do that alone thing lots...im not talkin about days, but more hours upon hours everyday because I felt it was the only way I could think and figure shit out. The only reason I wasent completely alone was because I lived with my parents and I never had a choice but to see them. Now you wanna talk about some alone time to think? My Routine went down like this: I went to bed at around 6-7am and slept to around 3-4pm (I never worked) got up ate went bike riding by myself for a couple hours (meaning I thought alot in that time), Lifted weights in the basement (once again thinking), of course my parents would be in bed at around that time so i'd come up from the basement and then id do my internet shit, watch tv (by myself) asnd head to bed around 6-7am just when my dad got up to go to work (but id pretend I was sleeping so he wouldent talk to me).

I got pretty sick around that time and got into a drugs shortly after I decided to "meet up" with a old buddy of mine. Go figure.

That was probably 3 and haft years ago now, just before I got into rehab in Comox.

So What did I learn by having all that time to myself? Well with all that thinking I learned that people don't like me, I will never accomplish anything with my life, People make fun of me when they see me, that im a loser for living at home at my age and the list goes on.

All I really wanna say to anyone that reads this is that be careful of how much "alone time you have" because you many end up screwing up your brain.