| Hi.
I'd appreciate if this doesn't leave Uncensored, I am not sure of the 'reception' I will get.
Well, it's been pretty much over a year, so I dropped in to see how everyone is doing. Don't worry, I'm not staying. I just haven't forgotten about this place, that's all.
I haven't taken much time to look around the place, so I can't judge how everyone is, but I would like to think I have grown up and gained responsibility, as well as having physically changed. I'm settled where I am, and a lot of things have rurned out different. I see W-D has grown, so congratulations.
I wanted to apologise I guess, for how I was in that whole time. I haven't allowed myself time to see what things were like in '05, but I really wish I wasn't alive in that year. I'm sorry that I took all that shit out on you guys, friends who I used to enjoy talking to.
I have to ask something of those people: don't hate me. Granted, I am/was a two-faced, lying, occasionally arrogant, patronising, condescending, hypocritical fucktard, but the reasons I had for trying too hard or lying to cover my lack of a life are gone; you're left with me. So you are welcome to accept that or not, but don't feel anger. We're all adults here (or the people who matter anyway).
Hi to the people who matter, the ones who I screwed over. You have my apologies and my best wishes for the future, whatever the hell it holds.
Kris |