| <Another rough time...>
Remember a few months back when I posted my best friend was in an accident, and within a week had passed away?
The bad luck bastard hit me again....well not so much me, as my girlfriend.
Tuesday night, the night we've waited to go out for so long due to her birthday and the death of my friend being so close together, finally came....everything was perfect, empty house, dinner, movie.......then the cops showed up, took her away and moments later she called with the news her dad died suddenly in a car accident, while we were dining.
See she was only my girlfriend now for a few months, but we went out for two years not even a year ago. Back then I was very close to her family, then ofcourse as a 18/19 year old first year university student, I wanted freedom. And got it. Actually her parents, especially her dad hated me for hurting her, and I was actually scared to be anywhere near her or her temperary boyfriend for awhile.
But ofcourse, like all fairy tales, we got back together and we expalined everything that went on to her mother and father, they took me back, and now this.
She's ruined, she's so hurt. She never ever faced death before (not even either of her grandparents or her dog!). And this is so hard to go through as an 18 year old to lose a dad, and for me who couldn't imagine being in her place.
Anyways, this is the first time I've spent away with her since like Monday, and I needed to get this out, let others know how I feel cuz I don't like talking to myself, or questioning myself about life anymore....
Thanx for your time. |