| I fear death. Not my death, I have come to terms my death, and I'm not afraid of it. Having cancer will do that to you, I guess. Most people would think I would live in constant fear, but not really. Right now, I am awaiting the test results to an ultrasound and some other bloodwork I had done. I am not nervous, I just hate waiting. Like that one phonecall could change my whole life.
My biggest fear is losing those close to me. I constantly have nightmares about my parents or brother dying, and they're getting worse since I have been living away from home. Losing someone close to me is my biggest fear.
And I'm pretty damn scared of fire, and spiders. |