| It's bad when you just know that there is something there between the two of you but that bloody friend got there first.
When I was about 21 my best friend had a girlfriend and we just clicked, stupid stuff like at parties we'd always end up talking loads and sharing stories, we just seemed way more connected than my friend and her. It wouldn't even be one of those where you think maybe she would be interested, it's like you just know it, but it's just impossible (well unless you want to go through a ton of emotional crap from every direction).
The worst bit is when she then starts pushing the limits a little more, like sitting on your lap, holding you when you're freezing cold at a footy match and your friends gone to the bar.
Life sucks!! |