| Being Completely Unreasonable
Have you ever been completely unreasonable towards someone out of pure laziness or frustration from having to keep talking over one point that you just give up and talk numbly without any care?
I'm at the edge right now, its on MSN so its not completely torturous but I've been talking to this girl for like 2 hours now and Im on the verge of blowing up and saying something harsh, but instead Im lingering on being numb and trying to re-assure her with "Nahhh.. it'll be fine".
I tracked down the moment of the conversation where I completely gave up on my will to live:
Cill says:
thats true. I know you didnt intend to mean it like that
Vi says:
yeah, but still
Vi says:
maybe I just shouldn't say anything next time, just "hi" "Bye" "Take Care"
Cill says:
haha nah dont be silly, it was just a silly question I took wrong
Cill says:
dont lose your character over it
Vi says:
but I get embarrased
Cill says:
but Ive forgotten all about it
Vi says:
yeah but you always forgive and forgive and there's gonna come a time where I thought you meant something wrong and I won't forgive that easily
Cill says:
nahh
Vi says:
yes
Vi says:
how do u know
Cill says:
how do you?
Vi says:
know
Vi says:
because I know myself
Vi says:
I forgive but I delete
Cill says:
eh, dont worry about it
Vi says:
m'kay then
Vi says:
but it kinda puts the mood off
Vi says:
WE hAVE KILLED ThE MOOD
Cill says:
nahh
Vi says:
Yes, u rn't saying much
Cill says:
tired
Im going to die. I'm staying up all night too (Read the sleeping pattern topic) so this is all I have until like 8am (3 hours). |