| Haha, where has this stemmed from
I can admit being able to tell if another man is handsome or not...
In most cases, men who refuse to be able to admit how handsome another man is, they have confused thoughts. They seem irritated when asked, and uncomfortable about their sexuality. They are afraid of being 100% **** suckers, when the truth is they probably just have a thought here or there, and could easily get past it.
Then of course there are men who genuinely find the sight of another man disgusting, they cant see a beauty or difference in one man from another. To me its pretty simple and no big deal.
But the thought of kissing, touching, it sickens me out. I can tell when a guy is better or worse looking then another guy, but I dont admire their good looks or enjoy looking at them.
I hate doing something small that makes me feel a little girly. If Im not focussing during football and I run half heartadly, I feel like such a little girl and have to adjust myself quickly, I dont think I look girly though as surely someone would've made fun of these rare lapses. Or sometimes I'll laugh in a gay way, or say something that sounds kind of gay. I dont mind though, just feels weird.
All in all I dont really do anything girly or gay, Ive never cared or noticed much about clothes, makeup, hairstyles (Unless its worthy of making fun of) and apart from small un-noticeable things that only I would notice, Im quite manly. Yet pretty. |