| Do you ever feel gay?
I doubt tooo many guys will admit (truthfully, not just jokes) that sometimes they feel a little feminine or perhaps gay.
to clear up any confusion , I am not really completely gay, I like to look at women, but overall I can't be w/ a woman b/c their personalities drive me nuts. but honestly I've always thought of myself as more masculine.. (if I was actually a man, I'd have so many illegitimate children right now it's not even funny) rather than as feminine. sometimes when I do girly things, I feel a little gay for some reason. so I don't wear makeup, I don't do anything w/ my hair but brush it and put it in pigtails, I don't get all dolled up, and I drive a stick.
and then there's Craig, ,, while I physically prefer women, my disgust for marriage, 'true love' and talking/cuddling led me to men (and god damn most of you men are ugly, and what's w/ the ballsack,, why do you need extra flappy??).
but some of you will say, but Jackie, you find Raven, Christian, and Spike attractive. yes, that is true, I also find Craig attractive (Craig had a body similar to Spike's when I met him, but I've fattened him up by about 30 lbs.)
so I don't know. oddly enough, checking out men makes me feel a little gay b/c I feel girly about it, wheras checking out women makes me feel manly, just like having a steak a cigarette and driving my stick.
I'm so confused...
what do you do that makes you feel girly and a little gay?,
or for the ladies, how do you feel? |